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When I Die

Don’t touch me.
My skin is paper and glass,
Sometimes I forget how fragile I am.
I dive head first into the ocean
My bones crackle like pop rocks.
 
When I die:
Don’t
     swaddle
               me
                   in the dirt,
                 Decorate
                         me
                  with
         rocks,
   And
        parade
                 me
                     in a casket.
Don’t give me a shrine,
A death palace with 10 thousand soldiers and mercury rivers.
Don’t glorify
        my
           rotting
                   skin,
Paint my lips cherry red and my cheeks mother of pearl.
 
Just leave me on a stoop.
Let the neighbors scream and cover their children’s eyes.
And even after “they” are called to remove my corpse,
The smell of death has already
assaulted
               the
        fresh
   smoggy
air.
 
After all, you’re not so different from us.
Just your breath.
But soon gasoline and cigarettes will replace oxygen
And then just the sound of your beating heart
—that is—
until your drowned out by static and radio waves.
 
It’s funny when you think about it.
We dress ourselves up as kings and queens
Peasants and lords
Suits and ties,
Make crowns and jewels out of green paper,
But once we get too close to the sun
And the earth catches on fire,
                     we’ll
                 just
           burn
  faster.

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