June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore