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Conflicting Abuse (A Lesson Never Learned)

Why? Why do you do this to me? Better yet, why do you do this to yourself? I am sure we are both lost in the thought of —will she ever be okay? You ask yourself that and I wonder that about you, and I wonder if I can help. I don’t want to tell you words you’ve already heard. I can see you are searching for serenity, but what if you can’t find it this time? Are you ready for that? Are you ready for the moment where you have to walk away from it all because that is better than standing around taking the pain in pieces divided into different days? God has been preparing you for this moment almost all your life, and if you dwell on the blade any longer it may decide to dwell on you. And I don’t want that, I don’t think ANY of us want that; but yet you would take that any day just because “he makes you happy”, well you tell me when happiness comes in sample of blood and soaked pillows, when it comes in lonely nights and lonely widows. Do you get the picture? Look out the window, these clouds are forming YOU NEED A HERO! Not a boy that hit twelve growth spurts and doesn’t care if you get hurt. Not a boy that will kick you when your down and be quick to piddle paddle in the dirt. Ladies STOP getting these men who say they love you and you’re whom they adore, but when you visit them you find clothing that isn’t even yours on their floor. Stop saying “he didn’t mean to hurt me, it was all misunderstanding”, but the bruise on your faces says other wise and you just aren’t understanding that you need to run as fast as you can, because this boy is not a man he will toy with as much as he wants just because he knows he can. And damn I am ashamed that I was once one of those guys but I could no longer bare the sight of tears in a girls eyes, if I got enough sense to snitch on myself to make you realize; then shouldn’t you have enough sense to leave a kid for a real guy? I mean damn if the clue is in your face don’t erase it, take a picture of the words and then copy and paste it. Send it to all your girlfriends and save them from those hits, because I’ll be damned if anyone women or man deserves any of this shit! Baby it’s time you run and leave the bad times in the past, because it’s only a matter of time before your head is through the glass. Yes as humans we all have a choice, well I choose to be the voice of all these punk ass little boys who have mistaken a woman for a toy.....

(2014)

Behind every strong man, is a stronger women.

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