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Even though I can’t see him, I know he’s there. I feel his breath, His fingers through my hair. His smiles I see,
If I smile would you notice, If I cry would you care? If I scream my loudest, Would you know I’m there? If I fall to my knees,
Screw you daddy, For making me cry, Now because of you, I want to die. You screwed up my life,
Have you ever wanted something, Something so bad That everything changes And you start to go mad. You can’t help crying,
I’ve known love like this, One time before, And my heart knows the pain Once more. And I’m living my life,
It’s just not fair, That I have to feel this way, And be confused about everything, Every single day. I’m sick of the pain,
Sometimes I wonder, How different it would be, If tonight, instead, You’d be with me. If we would have lasted,
I know the way I act, Is somewhat confusing. But I’m trying to figure out, Whatever I’m doing. I know I always mess things up,
The first day was sweet, Had our first kiss. Really didn’t know much of him, Except I was now his. Second day was fun.