For a special someone :)
(2013)
#Boys #Happiness #JoyLove
I close my eyes to surrender to th… but instead get bombarded by image… Your smile flashes at me from the… Your laughter bubbles out, and it’s like I’ve gone back in ti…
Joy, light, happy moments, big smiles, comforting arms,
Tapping fingers on a keyboard, writing directly from my mind. Stuck in the numbness of detachmen… not noticing the hours that tick b… Tracks from tears made slowly,
You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,
“Can you breathe?” the air is asking, as smoke fills my lungs. I am crouched under a leaf, the tears streaming down my face
I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…
Love life, but love death also. It isn’t the end, only a beginning that we don’t und…
This morning, I was so happy. Clean and ready to work. I thought you would care. Care enough to clean me,
Sister I love you, but only because I have to. That’s what momma told me, when I said I hate you. I hate the way you smile,
This storm can’t take away my sorr… This rain can’t wash away my fears… I am scared of all tomorrows, I’m scared to wipe away my tears. I only need someone to listen,
center the tear stained faces staring up at dark ceilings contemplating life
I say it with my time. I say it with a rhyme. I say it when I touch you and tell you that you’re mine. I say it with my kisses.
Dear Man, I’m not going to pretend that I u… Pretend that everything is alright… It’s not. I’m hurt.
Peace comes: When laying under the stars. When wrapped up in his arms. When listening to bird song. When speaking to God above.
Words fail.