Forgetting About Me
I watch them walk away while I’m left behind in the darkness.
They all are smiling, my face still remaining emotionless.
I want to smile, laugh, and run to them, but for some reason I’m paralyzed.
Still walking away being forgotten, slowly I’ve started to realize.
Now in sight they only become of a blur.
I run to them just to be closer,
but the more I run the more they get further.
Desperately I stumble and fall.
Screaming their names,
they don’t hear my call.
Miserably I weep to myself because I know I’ve lost.
I’ve lost my love ones and now pain is the only cost.
I don’t know what to do without you guys.
“I am nothing!” my heart screams, bleeds, and cries.
My hands, they cover my face to hide away my shame.
If only if only things could change.
Just hopefully I’ll be able to keep my sane,
and manage to deal with all this pain.
All I wish is for you all to be happy,
even if that means forgetting about me.
(11)
I written this poem during the time I made mistakes and hurt my loved ones. Eventually they stopped talking and hanging out with me and that's where the story of this poem takes in. Over time I was able to make up to my love ones and everything was restored. This poem was just a way to help me to have a release.
