Find yourself
(Can you find yourself out here)
Looking through the window, can i find what i am looking for.
Checking all the exits but it seems this place is missing a door,
And I’m touching and feeling every thing i can. Try to work it all out.
but sometimes i feel like the wall is so black and my vision is gone and i might never get back.
I can’t seem to grasp what it is that i need and its all passing at such an atrocious speed.
can i have what i want. can i have it now. can you show where to go, can i be taught how.
And it feels wispy and whimsical and so full of zest.
It feels strong and electrical swimming in my chest.
But how can i still be so blind. How can i still be trapped in my mind.
I gotta work it out, i have to fill it in. have to find that place i’ve never been.
And when i get there, its gunna feel like home
When i get there i wont be alone. and when i get there that feelings gunna make me realize all that i am.
and what i am is something powerful so incredible. poetic and historical.
Like nothing i could have thought up, like nothing i could have made.
its all here right now. Just the wrong shade.
My eyes are open ready to perceive.
and when i do, i will succeed.
