I wanted to believe that you were perfect

I wanted to believe everything about you was like a dream

but as im sitting here trying to make sense of what happened

I realized that this image I had of you

was all in my head

I tried to ignore so many things

so clouded with the image I created

that I didnt even consider

what life had done to you

you were once so sweet

so innocent

little did I know

that life had raped you

and turned you into a monster

but I loved your touch

the lust in your kisses

I felt on my neck.

Your hands held me in

when I wanted to cry out

but you overwhelmed me

I was so helpless laying there

while the devil had his way...