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then until now

My heart started to beat less i had to stop feeling just so i could deal with shit that relationship turned me from a good girl to a ride or die chick a snap of his fingers i woulda shot a bullet through ya chest and at night id remember when life didn’t have stress i remember meeting you and playing our little game cat & mouse, something like that & you’d spit your lil game i knew better, so id brush it off & call you crazy then i decided to give you a shot boy did you amaze me... at first the rush of your fast life walking the block from sun up til late night skipping school to make sure you’d be alright damn i miss those days ... except for the fights shit got intense it happened often, a slap here or there a threat of your fist I said id leave, but i just couldn’t because you promised it stop & always proclaimed your love i couldn’t stand to see you cry so id just suck it up i understood .. even the other girls you’d pretend didn’t exist.. i knew but still i didn’t leave no matter what you put me through .. until i got fed up hell yeah it happened i woke up one morning thinking and thinking i cried & i thought debated your life & my fate decided i couldn’t live in a cell with a mate so i just gave you away i try to forget you everyday but i find myself searching for familiarity in the new guys i meet i just can’t keep pretending I’m not weak but i know if i keep trying i’ll build up the strength

(2014)

My past relationship was very crazy . it took me years to realize i could do better . the title is referring to the past and the present me . I've changed a lot after that relationship .

#Die #LiarsLove #OrPromises #Ride

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