Self-Destruction, by Alex G.

Alex G.

Self-Destruction

In trying to settle with life itself

I ended up misplaced with myself

I felt certain to love me,

I asked you multiple times if you loved me, did you ever love me, my love?

And when I choose to shut my eyes close,

Let me be, let it all sleep in my mind

And when I decide to rest it all away

Let me be, let it sleep deep in my mind

And don’t you cry for me.

We live young so quickly,

End a lifetime with ruin possibilities

I couldn’t extract myself from all my mess here,

My endless, hopeless possibilities

By pushing me off, everything wasn’t clear any longer

And when I choose to shut my eyes close,

Let me be, let it all sleep in my mind

And when I decide to rest it all away

Let me be, let it sleep deep in my mind

And don’t you cry for me.

I knew I wasn’t here to coax you in some type of game,

I felt I needed to make you content

Your heart was extreme

It gave me more than everything I had

Yet I rested myself with cries at nights for unnecessary fights

At some point I supposed I deserve it,

I probably did, for being excessively hardheaded

And if I’ve chosen to close my eyes

Only remember for as long as you are alive

That I needed some time, causing permanence in my life

I’ve got no more, anything anymore,

Let me be, let it sleep deep in my mind

(2013)

#Endless #Possibilities #Suicide

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