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It will Never be

I know I love you
and I know we will never be
A world I discovered within you
that I wanted You to see.
I also know I can’t stand you
your moods, and self-obsession
your inability for life
feeds into my depression.
I know you love me
and briefly thought I’d save you
You defined my pain
knew instinctively why I’m blue.
I also know you can’t stand me
my moods, and reason seeking
with a napkin over your face
the connective tissue between us is leaking.
 
So much has been left unsaid.
So much could have been.
So much that has been marred
So much that will never be seen.
 
Part of me is relieved to be freed from the beast you are
Part of me is broken because I wasn’t up to par
 
Are we too much alike?
Doomed and denied a coexistence?
Or are we oceans apart
unable to fight the resistance?
 
I must accept your silence
Your struggle and your pain.
Onward I’ll march
yet will anything remain?
 
All I wished is to touch you
and help you to cope
All I wanted was a friend
to tell me there is hope.
 
The absence of your demons
will make my life much easier to live
yet to be your friend and understand you
oh what I wouldn’t give.
 
I don’t care society shuns you
I don’t care we are both crazies
But I know it will never be
See ya when we are pushing daisies.

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