Forgive me
I’m sorry that I cannot be the princess in the tower.
Or the fairy that sprinkles dust in your dreams
I’m sorry that I’m not surrounded by spring flowers or covered thoroughly in Rays of sunshine
Forgive me for demanding you to ste p into the title of “all mine”
I’m sorry that i carry the scar of a lion or walk with a pain of the wounded
I’m sorry that I’m addicted to the lust of “what was” or that I still live the life of “used to’s”
I apologize that I was not the girl you imagined in your dreams or carry the beauty of an unfit allure
I’m sorry to have demolished the image of what you once Knew
Or that I possess the heart of the insecure or a soul of the “not so pure”
I’m sorry to have loved the way I have loved and lived as I have before
Bc maybe if my path overlapped into another journey
You wouldnt be knocking on the heart of another’s door
And if I had a million apologizes i’d wrap them in beautiful bows and sprinkle them with glitter just for your eyes to see
That deep inside me there’s a place that lives an abundance of dying demolished beauty
There’s nothing peaceful or beautiful about these emotions I carry inside
Some days create storms raging with force like an oceans unmerciful tide
And then there are days my love burns hotter than the summer’s season
I simply apologize that you became a fixture in only one those causing reasons
And if there is an apology long enough to undo the damage i have caused, please allow me to seek
For I don’t want to lose the heart of a lover who fought so hard to not be “another” in my circle of defeat
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