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this is my past

left alone in the cold nowhere to go,
left alone waiting death to rip out my soul,
left alone attempting to cover up the past,
left alone to wonder what i did to make it all come back...
 
my depression reaches for the blade,
my depression cuts across my leg,
my depression makes me bleed,
my depression fades my everyday to gray sky’s and unwanted hate,
my depression fills me with anger and rage that burns like a freshly lit fire....
 
my hate cuts through me 4 more times,
wishing that i knew why they left me all alone,
why he killed himself  so that he didn’t have to call me his own,
why she started a new life,
got herself a new last name and disappeared without a trace,
these are the things that run through my mind when i remember the day they left me there not caring if i died.....

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