My Better Half
The Feeling Of Becoming Whole Again !
PLEASE GOD MAKE ME THE BEST FOR HIM
I JUST WANT TO BETTER THAN,
ANY AND ALL OF HIS EX-GIRLFRIENDS
I JUST WANT TO MAKE HIM HAPPY,
AND I KNOW THATS TRULY
ALL HE WANTS OF ME,
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH,
MORE THAN I’VE EVER LEARNED
MAYBE HE IS MORE THAN WHAT I DESERVE
HE LOVES ME BETTER THAN I’VE EVEN KNOWN
HOW TO LOVE MY OWN SELF,
LOSING HIM WOULD MEAN
LOSING MORE THAN ALL OF ME
AND OUR ENTIRE FAMILY
THIS MAN, SIGNIFICANTLY,
DESPERATELY,
MEANS MOST EVERYTHING TO ME
HE IS THE CLOSEST THING
I’VE EVER HAD TO HAVING
ALL THE PIECES
AND MOST CERTAINLY,
THE CLOSEST I WILL EVER BE
TO HAVING MY FAMILY
WHY DO I HAVE TO BE,
A PERSON SO DAMAGED MENTALLY
I THOUGHT MY ONLY
MEANING,
QUTIE POSSIBLY
MY CALLING,
WAS TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY
YET I CONTINUE FAILING,
LORD, PLEASE HELP ME,
I ACKNOWLEDGE THERE ARE ONLY,
SO MANY TIMES SOMEONE CAN SAY SORRY,
BEFORE IT HAS NO MEANING,
I AM BEGGING
AND I AM PLEADING,
NO MORE FEELINGS
OF DEGRADING
OR DEMEANING,
ONLY,
SIMPLY,
CONTINOUSLY,
ON THE DAILY
DO I CONTINUE PRAYING
THAT SOMEDAY
EVENTUALLY...
HE WILL BE,
COMPLIMENTING,
ME,
TELLING ME,
WHISPERING,
SWEET NOTHINGS
SAYING
FINALLY–
I HAVE TRULY
AND STEADILY
MADE HIM HAPPY
AND THAT I’VE BECOME THE WIFE HE
HAS ALWAYS,
WANTED ME TO BE
PLEASE -
LORD, LET THIS BE
THAT I CAN BE
THE BEST POSSIBLE ME,
FOR MY FUTURE HUBBY
SO WE CAN BOTH LIVE HAPPILY
FOREVERMORE AND FOR ETERNITY.
