(2013)
11/07/13
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
You are my light In the dark You are my calm In a storm You are my peace
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
A whisper fades on the evening wind along with the hope of tomorrows friend Yet there is a
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
They always ask is the wight jacket comfy are the wight walls conferring And always I
i’m tired of this old pain i face day by day it’s time that i should leave but i’ve
The constant ruckus The constant noise When will it stop When will it cease When will i finaly
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
I have a word of wisdom Never cross me and my sword For my sword
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside