(2015)
05/07/15
Most of what i wright comes from inspiration from the world around me What others are
he plays his feelings out in the beat of his drum not realizing it’s taking the life right out of him
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
The wind blows softly across the meadow carrying the whispers of tomorrow’s sorrows If you listen closely
Thief and dark angel what a pair they make Her hiding in the dark stealing their secrets Him in the open with
You sit in a corner and nobody sees the bloody tears running down your face For the pain you’ve
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
gossamer wings hiding the black soul underneath crystal eyes hiding the dark pit behind if you could see the
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know