10/09/13
Who am i to you? Am i boy or girl? Am i life
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
I want to talk to let you know But I see that you’re dealing, Barely that is, with your own shit I see it in your eyes, In the way you stand
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
If you could be any person you wanted to be who would that person be?
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
they say tomorrow is a new day and it will get better but it never
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live
a love that’s so close and yet so far within arms reach yet i
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
you said I was an angel yet i only see the demon you said i had beauty yet i only see ugliness within you said “beauty in the flesh”
sitting by a monument tower for those fallen befor us yet do we recognize
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong
Blood flow freely flow until i have no more to give Flow until you have