2008
Every thing seems to be changing around me And i’m not sure i’ll be
How can I go three days Depressed and barely eating But he doesn’t even notice Tortured in my dreams By visions of the past
stand up be strong that’s what i’ve always been told keep fighting
How my heart does beat simply by reading your words How it feels like it shall burst from me when you are near When time and space separate
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
what do you do when your worst fears are realized when the words you’ve dreaded hearing have been spoken where will you go now that
i hear people talk all day but they don’t know the words they say It’s like being on auto pilot same routine
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
no words to express to screwed up in the head don’t know what to say have nothing to explain for once words fail me
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
i’m tired of being broken then put back together i’ve been broken
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
I sit amongst a group of people not saying a word they do not
it’s not so much a question of when but a question of how how will i live