What is this feeling? I try to find happiness, I look for love, I look for something to satisfy my soul, but I find it no where, nothing can fill this deep hole in me, this deep hole longing to be free.
I pray but I feel as if my relationship with the one above is only one way. I try to make a difference in the world but I only seem to leave it more broken then before. Will I ever be at rest?! Will I ever find peace? I ask myself these questions everyday, I pray one day I will no longer have to ask, I pray one day this smile upon my face will not be fake.