Is there anyone who is truly happy?
I’m sure some, but most are very unhappy
If only the next time I could be whole
But I gave away my heart and soul.
 
I thought I was so strong and could survive
Only to find out I don’t even feel alive
I have been hurt more than one should
I’d just like one someone who understood.
 
To be loved and treated with some worth
Surely would be considered great mirth
To be back into the lives of others
So I could shed all of these covers.
 
Covers that mask the hurt and pain
Strip them off and then comes the rain
Rain when mixed with all my tears
Back on with the covers, too many fears.

(2015)

Just thought I'd write this. Not pertaining to me. Just a little do-duty.

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Angel Lady (Sandi Guidotti)
over 3 years

Thank you for reading it. Sandi.

D. Thurmond   aka  JEF (James Everett Falcon)
over 3 years

Well said, nice poem and thoughts flowed well. Thanks for the read.

Angel Lady (Sandi Guidotti)
over 4 years

Thanks debs. I actually wasn't writing about myself for once. I sat down and the words just started so I jotted them down. Possibly could be my subconscious, but I've put the bad aside and am moving forward. I've had so much good happen to me lately, I think that's why it's hard for me to write. I am trying to write about happiness. Just can't get it to flow.
Yesterday I took my car to where my son Gary works. He's the top mechanic at a large garage. I needed it inspected. So I told him the other day, I want to pay for it though. He said ok. Well another mechanic Luke was there and when Gary pulled my car out, Luke said to have a good day. I told him I have to pay for the inspection. He said, your son paid it for you. How sweet of Gary. So I gave my son a hug and kiss. Thanked him. He said Bella was at home and her Nana (Jen's Mom) so if you want to go visit them you could. I said I had to go grocery shopping. As I drove down the road I thought, no I'm going to see little Bella. The groceries could wait awhile longer. So I called Gary and told him I was at his house he sounded so happy. That made his day. We actually had a Tea Party, Bella her Nana and myself. I really get along well with Pam (Jen's Mom). I stayed about an hour and a half. Poor Bella fell at day care on Friday and scraped her face up pretty good. Gary called me later and asked what we did. So I to,d him about our little Tea a Party. Does Bella ever love her Nana (Pam). Rightfully so. She's been in Bella's life for 2 yrs and I have been in Bella's life for only 8 months. But there is no doubt she loves me, she's just so very comfortable with Pam. So I stopped and smelled the Roses yesterday, how sweet the smell. (Bella). Gary's been doing things for me so I'm glad he's finally helping Jeff so Jeff gets a break. Well debs, take care and God Bless, Sandi. :)

Debra Romero
over 4 years

Dear Sandi, I am sure there are a lot of folks out there that are covered up or maked I suppose you could say by their real feelings. "Smiling on the sin side crying on the outside" Putting on a facade I suppose. Sometimes our experiences in life as you know cause us to become null and void. And just the wear and tear of everyday life as life goes on towards it's end can cause some pretty tiring and exhaustive feelings. Anyway I said all of that to say this..."I understand" the meaning of your poem. I believe we go through many stages in life. I have been there myself but have thankfully passed it and once again am on to new beginnings...Thanks for sharing and I am glad you are back to writing again. Debs~

Angel Lady (Sandi Guidotti)
over 4 years

Thanks Cory. I appreciate your comment. Haven't written any poems in awhile. Now the holidays are over I'm trying to write more. Have a great day, Sandi.

Cory Garcia
over 4 years

Love this! Thanks for sharing sister poet

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