I was laughing on the bench at wor… Smoking with my friend You walked out of the store your e… I didn’t really think much of it Until you starting touching her
Contradicting thoughts come over m… With what I’m taught and who I wi… With passion and time and healing… Maybe I’ll find myself not wastin… My time, my turn
There’s a lot of bad things in thi… And it’s easy to lose sight of who… There’s a cancerous disease eating… But nobody knows because if I don… Then it’s like I’m not diagnosed
Snow kissed my nose as I stepped… I never liked the cold But it gave me a feeling so warm I felt glee and happiness circling… And there were snow angles everywh…
The thought of self is a concept t… It’s hard to know who you are when… But think about what you love and… Because you are all those things Darling you’re a masterpiece
It’ll all get better I hear that everyday I’m now starting to believe that In my own way But they were wrong about somethin…
All my friends think I’ve gone cr… And they’re probably right Because I can’t let you go And now I can’t sleep at night Nights fade and they turn into day…
I’m falling in love with someone Who is falling out of love with me I can’t eat and I can’t sleep I’m manic and crazed and don’t kno… I’m not used to being in this mess…
My mind is heavy It’s hard to fight I’m forever denying feeling like s… I’m trying so hard But I’m sinking in this ship
Clocks are ticking softly in my he… My time is surely coming to an end I light another and inhale it in Thinking about everything I wish… I often wonder if you do the same
The idea of staying in this perman… Is terrifying me to pieces I’m self destructing Think that you’re the only one for… I know I was just some fun for yo…
It’s hard to see that I’ve been a… You can’t see I’m self destructin… Because you never understood me You knew about my past but you wer… But now I’m scared and I’m gettin…
I drank too much late last night Because I saw you again And it pained my mind I drowned myself in vodka and beer Trying to make the thoughts of you…
Lips like poison Your vows take over me I shiver at the touch of your hand… So innocent and young and full of… Your day will come
You only think of me when you’re m… You only want me when you want to… You only call me when you’re drunk… You only want me when I’m not sob… When you’re feeling my body with y…