Today has been ever so bittersweet
Because of me, you’ll lose your jo
I’ll miss seeing your face everyda
But because of me you’ll have a be
You don’t have the choice to start

You’re in my head every damn day
Intoxicating my thoughts
Leaving them astray
Your guiding voice
Imitating my veins

I spent the day wondering about y
I spent the evening next to you on
Even though we’d get in trouble if
I spent the next few hours waiting
You told me you’d call me but I h

A man looked at me and asked me fo
What good would this knowledge do
I glared at him and he seemed to t
My darling face and piercing eyes,
Curls rolled down my blush red che

One last thought before I hit the
I just can’t stay here I hope you
This life isn’t for me
I’m becoming a groupie
I’d rather be found under a palm t

I’ve been in need of help for a ve
I’ve gotten lost inside of my mind
I’m the poison spreading across my
But I can’t escape what already i
I’ve been in need of help for a ve

Recycled thoughts on drugs, you’re
Survive your mind and find your de
Take a pill, take amphetamines
Anything to make you see
You were born to BE

Is anybody out there?
Why are you all hiding from me?
Have I done something in a past l
To make me feel so lost?
Do I deserve what I’ve been faced

I’m covered in the ashes of you
I’m pulling out my hair
My arms are bruised
And there’s blood on my palms
But I’m drowning in a bottle of w

Dirty dollars down the sink
Wash them spin and bubble again
Burst into flames with the one you
While you’re groping another becau
Lines again and shame within