Clutching my books
I walk in to a new place
There’s new people everywhere I l
Everybody said that this part woul
But it’s not

Rose petal red, black, and blue
Oh what have they done to you?
You used to be so kind and caring
But this society has given you a n
Beaten and dried out your lungs fe

The idea of staying in this perman
Is terrifying me to pieces
I’m self destructing
Think that you’re the only one for
I know I was just some fun for yo

I’m covered in the ashes of you
I’m pulling out my hair
My arms are bruised
And there’s blood on my palms
But I’m drowning in a bottle of w

Until you have seen every jagged c
You cannot say I am paranoid
You have no idea what it is truly
Fear
Knowing that the men who hurt you

Tonight I am high off of
Being sleep deprived
I can see electricity flow
Throughout my room
It travels in such small, yet incr

I don’t know why my thoughts are s
I tried to pay attention in class
I wasn’t asleep I never sleep
I was occupied with my mind
It kept speaking to me

Sometimes I feel like I’m Jim Mo
His poetic words just suit my soul
Sometimes I feel like I’m just li
Some days I feel like dressing in
As the sun reflects from my eyes

All my friends think I’ve gone cr
And they’re probably right
Because I can’t let you go
And now I can’t sleep at night
Nights fade and they turn into day

Lights are dancing
I hear you scream
A sound so violent
It makes me bleed
I tried all I could