Panic and paranoia
Ask me why am I here?
I’m sorry... Would you miss me?
If I just dissapeared
Defaced, no face

Bars on my heart and bars on my so
Not allowed to ever show
How I feel or how I want to feel
A prison in my own body
I don’t understand

18 daydream
Such a curious life
Climbing bridges and
Getting into fights
Picking up and dropping off

You only think of me when you’re m
You only want me when you want to
You only call me when you’re drunk
You only want me when I’m not sob
When you’re feeling my body with y

I’m on a journey some call a clich
I just need to find who I am in t
If I imitate the art will I find
Or maybe I’m already an ignorant
I need to find my call in this lif

Rose petal red, black, and blue
Oh what have they done to you?
You used to be so kind and caring
But this society has given you a n
Beaten and dried out your lungs fe

People like to say what happened t
But the truth is they just don’t k
It happened to me– or I caused it
But I’m still not quite sure if I
I think I knew when it occurred,

You told me you hate your ex becau
She drank too much
And she’d go out
And she would blow your friends
While hitting the bong

Is anybody out there?
Why are you all hiding from me?
Have I done something in a past l
To make me feel so lost?
Do I deserve what I’ve been faced

All my friends think I’ve gone cr
And they’re probably right
Because I can’t let you go
And now I can’t sleep at night
Nights fade and they turn into day