Forever in your debt I see
Crying while you’re up on me
Earlier that night I drank
My bitter heart it tasted great
Look in between the lines

There never really was an us
We never let it get that far
Somewhere along the way
What once seemed like a promising
Turned into lust

Grammie– when I think of you I th
You always have gone out of your w
When I think of you I think of mi
We used to pause the movie halfway
I think of every day after school

Relapse, I hate this word the mos
I’m tempted by it every day
And the other night I gave in
Just one line, that couldn’t hurt
But now I’m starting to feel remo

To know ones self
Would be such a prize
For I fear that when I die
So will my mind
A fear so strong

Nights will fill my sinful head wi
My soul has a craving for darkness
And I’m ready to bite
There are colors aluminating off m
The glow of the moonlight hitting

I’m falling in love with someone
Who is falling out of love with me
I can’t eat and I can’t sleep
I’m manic and crazed and don’t kno
I’m not used to being in this mess

It’ll all get better
I hear that everyday
I’m now starting to believe that
In my own way
But they were wrong about somethin

Working my life away to get nowher
I feel like I am the towns joke
When I hit the streets I feel peo
Attending class has got to stop
I’d rather be home making art

Today my professor helped me reali
Everything I do is a decision I’v
Some point in my life I need to f
And tell everybody to fuck off bec
He told me to chase my dreams and