Awaken from this lonely grave
Alone I walk; afraid and stray
The rain pours down
And shakes in the wind
But it doesn’t bother me one bit

I crave this world to constantly c
To shape it’s ways to fit my faith
My faith changes course and strays
While my mind is a mess, deseased
I crave continuity and just to sta

I can’t tell if I’ve lost my way
I can’t lie because you can see th
I can’t sleep because I dream of
I can’t try because my focus is go
I can’t keep my strength because a

I don’t want to come out and say t
But you’ll be fine and happy for m
And then you’ll get depressed
You’re sad for things that never h
And you’ve got that crazy look in

While you hold her in your arms,
I’m at home holding a bottle of pi
While you tell her how important s
My father is telling me I am usel
While you’re smiling into her eyes

I’ve found God in the comfort of
I kissed them softly and drive aro
Burning through gas like I had mo
The clouds kept circling me again
I’ve found happiness within the gr

One last thought before I hit the
I just can’t stay here I hope you
This life isn’t for me
I’m becoming a groupie
I’d rather be found under a palm t

It’s written all around us,
Though no one cares to see
What we all could become
If only we try hard enough
The answer is in the mystery

Is anybody out there?
Why are you all hiding from me?
Have I done something in a past l
To make me feel so lost?
Do I deserve what I’ve been faced

Sitting alone dark and cold
Grab a tissue and dab at my tears
A year has gone by and I’m still
A constant, continuous, miserable
A mindset so poisonous and I can’