I’m sitting on the windowsill blen… The cactus that rests next to me I stare out the window my hands gr… There’s a blizzard outside and you… I’m here inside this empty home wa…
Now I’m walking the pier and I’m… Nobody’s near me but I can feel y… Wrapping it’s arms around me I hear the wind But it’s all so silent
I’m sitting in my car My iPod is on shuffle Every song I’ve ever loved has no… And every song somehow has reminde… A small piece or a bad memory
The sun is leading me right into t… There’s a glowing golden light ben… I could jump off these rocks Then all of my thoughts would go a… I could silence my indecisiveness
Do you ever pass by someone and th… What their life must be like? What they have to deal with? Maybe that’s why I always look fo… Because I know everyone has their…
There’s a lot of bad things in thi… And it’s easy to lose sight of who… There’s a cancerous disease eating… But nobody knows because if I don… Then it’s like I’m not diagnosed
Dyed in a wool Scared to begin Purple skin and eyes blood red Now look at your toes I see 12 not 10
Working my life away to get nowher… I feel like I am the towns joke When I hit the streets I feel peo… Attending class has got to stop I’d rather be home making art
Back room boy From that job we both dread Meet me where the door locks And tell me everything left unsaid Back room boy
There are some days that I just h… I have to take a look at myself in… But I never like what I see And I’m not talking about my appe… Because I honestly couldn’t care…
Is anybody out there? Why are you all hiding from me? Have I done something in a past l… To make me feel so lost? Do I deserve what I’ve been faced…
The idea of staying in this perman… Is terrifying me to pieces I’m self destructing Think that you’re the only one for… I know I was just some fun for yo…
Still by the the sea I hear seagulls laughing at me Mocking my misery They can tell that I’m in pain So why can’t you do the same?
Contradicting thoughts come over m… With what I’m taught and who I wi… With passion and time and healing… Maybe I’ll find myself not wastin… My time, my turn
Today I lit a $20 bill on fire I held the lighter close to my fac… I cupped my hands to block the win… He stood behind me and brushed my… Pulling it behind my ear