Clown-like smile on my face You know I heard you like the cha… Dancing softly next to your side Your heavenly fingers soon touch m… Up, up, up the elevator
I’m sitting in my car My iPod is on shuffle Every song I’ve ever loved has no… And every song somehow has reminde… A small piece or a bad memory
Silence suffocates me My mind won’t shut up And it’s all I can see These thoughts pass through Like lighting in my veins
I can’t tell if I’ve lost my way… I can’t lie because you can see th… I can’t sleep because I dream of… I can’t try because my focus is go… I can’t keep my strength because a…
Dirty dollars down the sink Wash them spin and bubble again Burst into flames with the one you… While you’re groping another becau… Lines again and shame within
I need to speak to you I need to get something off my che… But I’m terrified of your respons… But I’m terrified of not knowing… Maybe I should’ve said it months…
I carve your name into a bathroom… Then I cross it out because we’ve… I just wish it was difficult for y… Because clearly I’ve lost all san… But you seem to be doing perfectly…
Today has been ever so bittersweet Because of me, you’ll lose your jo… I’ll miss seeing your face everyda… But because of me you’ll have a be… You don’t have the choice to start
You’re in my head every damn day Intoxicating my thoughts Leaving them astray Your guiding voice Imitating my veins
Recycled thoughts on drugs, you’re… Survive your mind and find your de… Take a pill, take amphetamines Anything to make you see You were born to BE
I sat in the sand behind all the s… I tried to keep hidden from man As I sat peacefully I heard a cry A woman - She’s not crying though, now she’s…
A brand new match ignite my brain A cigarette with lipstick stains A puppet show without an end Forever I’ll be on your strings
So many words scattered in my head… But when I write them down They tend to not make sense But isn’t that art? To be able to… Something so strange and personal–
Shadows of me Surrond my enemy Swallowing seeds that our envy bre… Spiteful words slash at your throa… Sometimes words can hurt the most
I’ve been thinking about myself la… You say it’s selfish and I should… But I need to free myself from th… I’m being buried in the ground wit… I’m being cursed by every careless…