I’m sitting in my car My iPod is on shuffle Every song I’ve ever loved has no… And every song somehow has reminde… A small piece or a bad memory
I act like I don’t care so much That I’m beginning not to It’s just that the days drag on And I can’t get any rest I’m exhausted
I dream and dream Of something big not Sure what it is Could I be already dead? Cold and hostile
Until you have seen every jagged c… You cannot say I am paranoid You have no idea what it is truly… Fear Knowing that the men who hurt you…
Back room boy From that job we both dread Meet me where the door locks And tell me everything left unsaid Back room boy
Pressed against my stomach Your lips on my neck I can feel you moving closer But you’re already as close as clo… But it’s not enough
Clocks are ticking softly in my he… My time is surely coming to an end I light another and inhale it in Thinking about everything I wish… I often wonder if you do the same
One last thought before I hit the… I just can’t stay here I hope you… This life isn’t for me I’m becoming a groupie I’d rather be found under a palm t…
I don’t feel as if I’m moving on But something seems different I’m a happier more vibrant soul I guess the tar has disintegrated I don’t feel like I am strong
Look at the dancing lights and won… remember me? After all the fights, all the tear… Look at the dancing lights and won… sing to me?
Working my life away to get nowher… I feel like I am the towns joke When I hit the streets I feel peo… Attending class has got to stop I’d rather be home making art
18 daydream Such a curious life Climbing bridges and Getting into fights Picking up and dropping off
Tonight I’ve had my share of bitt… His face and smile are still burne… I follow his footsteps across the… But now they are changing into gla… How long is this path?
Shadows of me Surrond my enemy Swallowing seeds that our envy bre… Spiteful words slash at your throa… Sometimes words can hurt the most
I’m sitting on the windowsill blen… The cactus that rests next to me I stare out the window my hands gr… There’s a blizzard outside and you… I’m here inside this empty home wa…