Sit on the steps
trying to justify what I’ve done
can never take back what I did to you
see you traveling the world
he bought you jewels
bought you pearls
how I miss your hair
when it was up in curls
the way we’d kiss
the way we’d twirl
together in our own beautiful world
never thought I’d see you go
prayed to my god that it wasn’t so
one day you’ll come back
I can only hope
till then I’ll sit here and exhale smoke
take another hit
one for you
one for me
I wish that you couldn’t see
you deserve someone better than me