No wonder.
To Trinity Kubheka.
No wonder you couldn't look at me like I look at you,
So innocent you looked ,you couldn't even kill a fly,
But now you have broken my heart.
To each and every battle I always fought for you.
I didn't want them to hurt you ,ev
To Trinity Kubheka.
No wonder you couldn’t look at me like I look at you,
So innocent you looked, you couldn’t even kill a fly,
But now you have broken my heart.
To each and every battle I always fought for you.
I didn’t want them to hurt you, even I knew you always hurted me,
I loved you so dearly, but you seem to love me so brutally.
So pure was my heart, now it is filled with shouting pains.
My wounds each and everyday are renewed.
I use to tell you I love you deep down from my heart, but you use to love me from outside.
With you by myside my life was complete,
but look at me now my life is worth no status.
Day and night you live in my thoughts,
Possess my all,
Control my soul but sadly I am still aloune and alone inlove with you.
To you now I make no sense,
But back in the days I was the one who made sense when they didn’t.
All the kisses and love messages you use to send me are non existing.
You use to care about me, but today I still wonder what and who changed you.
So sadly I always cry alone and still hide in my shade.
I was so proud of you that’s why I treated you like my golden crown.
To me all you deserved was the best, but unlucky me to you I deserved the worst.
Statement proven by how you left .
Like a peasant you left me so speechless and brually hurt .
I still ask myself how did you manage to lie to meand I always believed in you.
Today still I am so heart broken and burning into flames.
Yet I still wonder what did I do to you to deserve such hurt.
I wonder.
They say true love never hurts or ends, but how did we go separate ways.
Saddly I still wonder that have you ever love me?
I wonder.
By Bongiwe Ndlela aka “Bo Mzukulu”
