Wounds
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Wounds
I felt lonely today,
So I went to that place.
Where you last wounded me,
The beginning of my destruction of she.
You’ll never know the person I’ve become,
You wouldn’t believe everything that I’ve done.
The woman that came to be,
From the girl you used to call naive.
I came to that place from last April,
For the first time since that April.
Where you took the last strip of my identity,
My last day of knowing of the word purity.
And as I sit here and remember all the tears,
I sit here and remember all those years.
You had me stringing along,
All this time I thought it was you that was wrong.
And after all the pain,
Every night you called me insane.
After everything you took from,
And losing everything I gave to you.
I’m wondering if I could I gave you more,
I remember I never felt lonely with you.
Classic case of falling in love with your abuser.
Something about people like you,
Making people like me,
Feel like we have a sense of purpose in life.
Even if it is to lose me so you can find you.
I gave you everything,
You left me with nothing,
And yet I always think of you,
And if you are worth the abuse.
