I feel my humanity leaving me

My insides are crumbling am falling apart

How bad can it be my emotions dictate that part

Switch off your humanity and become a vampire

If at all that was easy i would have no emotions

You broke my insides when they just got heightened

I kept on telling myself i will get through this

My mind opposes and says through what will you get through

That day dictates how i live my life now

From openness to closeness, laughter to anger, cheerful to sorrowful

I feel my life(conscious) slowly sleeping away.