first time my father overheard me…
this bit of music he asked me,
“what is it?”
“it’s called Love For Three Oran…
I informed him.
she was a short one
getting fat and she had once been
she drank the wine
she drank the wine in bed and
a girlfriend came in
built me a bed
scrubbed and waxed the kitchen flo…
scrubbed the walls
he lives in a house with a swimmin…
and says the job is
he is 27. I am 44. I can’t seem t…
get rid of
each man must realize
that it can all disappear very
the cat, the woman, the job,
the front tire,
we were young
machine. . .
your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank…
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is a light somewhere.
They don’t make it
the beautiful die in flame—
suicide pills, rat poison, rope wh…
they rip their arms off,
the history of melancholia
includes all of us.
me, I writhe in dirty sheets
while staring at blue walls
I read that he lost a suitcase ful…
train and that they never were rec…
I can’t match the agony of this
but the other night I wrote a 3—pa…
upon this computer
I have just spent one—hour—and—a—h…
when am I going to get at the poem…
well, they’ll just have to wait
we like to shower afterwards
(I like the water hotter than she)
and her face is always soft and pe…
and she’ll wash me first
spread the soap over my balls
having the low down blues and goin…
into a restraunt to eat.
you sit at a table.
the waitress smiles at you.
she’s dumpy. her ass is too big.
my little girl is
on the carpet—
—he’s a dandy
—usually sucking on a cigar
he tends to lean into cars as he