I don’t understand why he would say no when I know he loves me and he knows I love him But why would he say no Is he scared to actually tell me how he feels about me I am not sure but I wish he would give my an explaintion why it is no does he like me anymore  I am not sure but I know I want his arms around me I want his hands to hold my hands I want his lips to touch my lips I want to hear him say I love you in my ear when he hugs me I want to video chat him and for me to fall asleep causeI am so tired and he just sits there watching me I want to text him everyday I want to talk to him and tell him everything I want to be able not to cry when I see him I just want to be able to say I love you everyday I want to know if when I am sad you will be there to comfrot me I want to know if I cry i can cry on your shoulder I need to know if I am ever down you will always be by my side all the way through it I need to know if I tell you how I really feel about you will tell me 100 the truth how you feel about me I need to know if I am not wanting to talk you will find away for me to tell you whats wrong no matter how much I dont want to talk you will get it out of me no matter what it takes I want to be able to laugh with you again I want to be able to smile with you again I want to be able to look in your eyes and you look into my eyes at the same time again I am only truely happy when you are by my side