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What Pain You Cause Me

I am the type of girl that holds on to everything.I hold on to every moment that we spend together.I hold on to every kiss we shared, to every I love you.I hold on and then comes to find out you lied to me all those seven months and I am stupid for letting you play with my feelings like you did and I don’t have to keep putting myself through that pain because you know what you don’t deserve me you hurt me and I might not ever recover from these but you know what I refuse to let you get into my head because I am stronger than you know hand I will overcome this.I will not let you tear me apart because I am strong with my friends standing arm by arm by my side because they love me and won’t let me let you get to me and they stand by my side because they hate to see me in these pain they rather just kill you but I will not let them because I said I rather see you suffered with pain then die because you need to feel the pain that you cause me because I have been blaming myself  when you’re the one that causes this is no ones fought but yours you did these too me you put me through hell after you promise me you would never do that to me but guess what you lied to me everything you ever said was nothing but a lie you started lying to me the moment you laid your eyes on me because you never really care about me because if you did you would not just lose interest in me like it is nothing so to the hell with you and you  don’t deserve a girl like me. I am smart, funny, goofy, but at the same time I when to be serious and I am gorgeous, sweet, tenderhearted, always ready to lend a hand when needed, and I am extraordinary and my smile and the way I laugh lights up the room when I walk in. My eyes look so unique and the way they sparkle in the sunlight I could have any guy a I want if I  and if I really wanted to but I don’t because I think I am gonna some time on my own and find myself and just have a great freshman year with all my loving friends and not let no guy get in the way of that because my happiness is my number one priority this year not anyone else and this year people can talk all they would about me but you better say it to my face because if you say it behind my back that only shows that you are weak and don’t have the guts to tell me to my face and all I gonna say is fuck you because I am not doing the drama  during  my freshman year I refuse to let drama in my life anymore and if you fucking have a problem with me you can take it up with me and if it comes to it all catch hands in a heart beat the old Cheyenne Skye Donald is know gone people destroyed her now it is the brand new Cheyenne Skye Donald that will not take shit from no one and will catch hand if she has to and don’t let a guy determine her happieness and that she is the one that’s determinds her life from noe because it is hers and no ones else.

I wrote this because it describes the pain I was put through with my ex.

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