Why
To the people that hurt me the most
Why do I let you hurt me over and over again.
Why do I let myself believe you are better than that.
Why do I let myself be hurt by you.
And if you didn’t why did you kiss me
You lead me to think you love me
You done made me fall so many times
and I am completely done with it
I don’t need someone that doesn’t care about me
that is there for me through anything.
I am stupid for thinking we would last forever.
I thought we were the perfect two
but we are not I guess you are just
gonna be someone that I love
Someone who put me through hell
Someone who does care if he hurts
Girls feeling someone who makes the
people that love him go away
someone that doesn’t wait to see what happen
to be honest I think that kiss didn’t mean anything to you
But I want you to know it meant everything to me
you were my first kiss my first love my first real boyfriend
You were the only thing that kept me alive and now i know it was
fake everything u ever said to me is fake
and my heart has been broken by too many people
and know I am putting my sheild or my wall back up
to my heart to my feeling I am going back into my hole again
because I am scared that I cant handle another heart break
so my sheild is up and it gonna take hell to let anyone else backin
cause I am scared to get hurt again
By anyone because I don’t think I can handle it
SO here’s my sheild it put back up so is my armor
Thanks to the people who put my through hell enough that I put that wall back up
