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Save Me

Yet again the boy remains in his solitary prison. He stays up another night just to waste the day away hoping something will come his way.

The one he loves he can never have and what’s worse is they both know it n yet they try to hide their feelings and not “complicate” things. The boy wonders if she’ll ever know how he truly feels... how she’s the only one to ever get him and understand him but morose....help the boy understand himself. To him that is worth more than any precious gem.

As he talks to her in the morning and she leaves, The boy dies inside a little and goes to sleep hoping he’ll fall into a coma and never have to deal with reality again.....because in the boys dreams he doesn’t wallow in his pool of sorrow....he doesn’t wish or wait and things just exist and happen without a reason or some deeper meaning.

The boy cries inside and tries to think of alternatives to his problem but he’s to stubborn or “hasn’t had a really logical and good solution” presented to him. As people try to help they fail as he pushes them further away and the boy still wonders why he feels alone.” Maybe this is my destiny" he thought “to be forever lost in a struggle of your own feelings and whether or not they consume me”.

As the boy attempts to try to salvage what little hope he has left he fails miserably as flashbacks flood his head and new events unfold and open his eyes to how grim the world seems to him........"but maybe......it’s not to late for some one to save me" the boy asks maybe before that final hour.....some one will come and give me a reason to be....to live and to take control of my life". So here the boy will wait until the day comes where he may choose to continue on this path of pain and sorrow or until some one gives him some sort of net to catch him as he falls but as we all know the world works in funny ways....and maybe some 1 will save him or he’ll learn to save himself.......only time will tell

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