I Had to, by Unseen Girl

Unseen Girl

I Had to

It was just building up,

It was strong,

I was so angry,

So hurt,

So worthless,

I had to do it,

I just had to,

I’m so sorry I did,

But I had to,

I had to release something,

I had to feel it,

I had to feel the blade against my skin,

I had to,

Oh it hurt but I was relieved a little,

It felt so good to be the one to control

whether I hurt or not,

The sight of blood was like a high,

I had to do it,

It was so powerful,

I had to release some of it,

And I had to dig it out,

I had to dig it out with the point of the blade,

I just had to,

I’m so sorry,

But I had to

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