At last i’d lie my legs up,
my feet under the cover's just enough.
I’d be able to reach the side table,
at perfect arms length,
the bed i’d fall into at night with you
would be the perfect height for me to sit on the side when i put on my underwear.
A bed fully covered in dog hair.
From the fact we’d share it.
filled with laughter .
We would have bellies full of food!
The one in my mind,
The one i visit all the time...
if only it where true,
what a living disaster.
while missing you.