Something to help you sleep at night
I wrote this when i was 19 after i found out an older man i was seeing was engaged. Growing up i would comment to my mam how i wanted a lad to actually love me and not want to be with me cause i looked good (one of the things i see now i was a good looking teenager) And i wanted ever boy who i ever dated to see i was more like a curse cause after we broke up they'd re ask me out and i'd be a demon to them. I think it was as i'd been through shit and let so many people away with it when they finally seen i was a good person i'd be the bitch they thought i was.
emotion, pain,hurt, romance, relationship, poison, power.