(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
I’m a women, this means no matter what my shape or size, I’ll never be happy. My body is a portrait of scars stretch marks and flabby bits, all of which have had or will have a purpose...
It starts with you feeling like so… Start with your own sickening addi… cut deep little fox... keep cutting until all the doors l… Tight fitting, words spitting.
For the hurtful things you whisper unknown that they are daggers the things you truthfully say not meaning the words dismay for the children out there who swe…
Wake me up Through the haze of a club light Through the horrid music playing t… Hold my hand Claiming me alone as yours
Dont ask me to describe in detail, all you are is all i’v wanted cant… Don’t be surprised if i dont seem… but the happiness you bring me i c… Dont be shocked when i tell you ho…
I dunno when it got so hard To face my feelings To face a mirror To steer nightly at the ceiling Not fearing
I don’t think you knew The day I met you I loved you I don’t think you knew The day you started to let me slip…
Ticking straight at the start I came out screaming Red haired Grey eyed In a blood bathed battle cry
More then the loveless life You turned to yet again More then calling me a stupid bitc… More then murdering a man you just… But more and more you push me away
Its follows me. Looming, consuming my eternity. For illness is not weakness, and strength it not what I need to…
The tapping of hands over a typing… like the steady pit pat beat of tiny moving feet of a song hummed under a breath of whispers and laughs not yet had…
The police just came by, to see how my face was healing, they questioned how i was feeling, in regards to your behaviour. Tell me how assaulting two other b…
I’m lost for words, Other then fuck this shit. You are lost it seems, I’m so not over this. I’m chocking, heartbroken.
Twisted smiles, and angry words. Flatter yourself if you must. All you are is simple lust.... your face i can read it like a boo… Its screaming at all lost men, “i’…
What made you so cruel Was it the killing of your smashed… What happened to you That you had to take your own shit… Do you forget iv had worse before?