(2010)
I wrote this when i would never have a date on valentines day, i never wanted one i just always wanted love i knew it was there but was so hard to find, until i finally gave up and it found me finally =]
When you wanted me Couldn’t have me Couldn’t take all the damage Broke your faith and wracked your… Trying to find
To the men i lost faith on over nu… To the mothers of your two babes n… I pity them for the lack of love y… I’m sorry to the ex fiancé who has… I lost so many good years on you a…
“Emotions are my stand still People pass me by I chase for the thrill It’s like it’s a personal high” But the voices saying stop this
If I could speak To the image people see of me I’d tell her to not care Never change For the face she shows to the worl…
You claim i’m selfish, yet you drink your life away. Claiming i’m no good, yet here i stay. Minding that you don’t end yoursel…
I’m not unworthy, Of wants and needs. Thoughts filling this head but bed… Wondering why cruel men say, the shit they say.
I didnt ask to love you, I just asked you to be honest back… I hated you when you and me first… If anyone asked me would i date yo… Which i of course lost...
Gotta stand up, Stretch out my aching legs. Pull up my “big girl” pants, Act like its just another day. I’ve gotta be strong,
To the dearly dead mother of a man… Even though you claim it you are n… To the women who allow you to trea… karma isn’t the only bitch, when i… You know me all my scars in all,
somethings I never now why can’t beat this feeling no matter how hard i try and i’ll be distant
You lied Like you make out you don’t Deni me for I’m just a scape goat You think I’m too nice Is this the killing joke?
A country, So strong and mighty. Screaming always “fight me”. Yet we are the shadows, Figures in the night.
I feel like I might break. Erupt magically into flames. Burst out screaming Lash out beaten. Heart reeling,
I think its funny how my activities what defines me is that my age is older than that of the men i da…
Over and over words whisper throug… “You could end up dead” Over and over I roll the dice in… Snakes eyes maybe I’ll be fine Bitterly pulling the belt around m…