Heart be still and stop you foolis
Why are you still beaten when he l
Why flutter when you see him, why
Why sad eyes are you tearing when
Why skin bare the scars when insid

I breath in a sigh.
A wimping whisper of why?
So many men message me,
Sorrys and I reply don’t worries.
Ex’s that I didn’t really long fo

Hushed
noises
falling on deaf toned ears
poking and prodding
why you still aren’t here

Hopeless dreams
All shattered
From the moment it pasted
Nothing mattered
And I swear to god I felt my hear

So helplessly
Careless to see
The very mournful life
That I have set to leave
Behind the memories I once worn o

Tonight I fell to the floor.
Didn’t want to listen to what they
I tried to understand….
Tried so hard to see why we had to
But no good reason came to mind.

To my luckiest of charms who sadly
My soldier that i held through fea
That wasn’t and would never be me
You have your wolf, and the house
If out paths cross, which one of u

Little one, don’t cry.
Mammy wasnt there that night.
Little one don’t you fight...
Daddys so sad and its alright.
And when you went home with him,

Tipping
Tapping
Dripping
Its fastening
Beating

I’m angry at how weak my tiny hear
walked over again and again
like a field heavy with the burden
grazing the grass until its yellow
I’m grazed,