COLD LOVE: THE BEGINNING
the poem that started it all
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Orange juice sitting on a table untouched
I just woke up, heard my son start to fuss
Overwhelming lack of trust, no good eggs
Needing penicillin, got two shitty bad legs
Another dumb day, another bill to go pay
I want it to go away, money needs to stay
I pray to a God who never listens, dammit
I’m losing hope in this world, can’t stand it
Needles that’ll litter my sofa and cushions
Some whore all night stuck in her bosom
Need to get free, thank god my son sleeps
I pulled his pants back up as I got release
I am not the beast, just an ordinary fellow
Scraping mold off of my feet, it’s so yellow
Moms screaming that breakfast’s too cold
God damn, all this shit is getting really old
My wife’s out in the garden, casting spells
Her daughters out driving, a task so swell
The reality I live, I admire from a distance
Bring an ear closer, shhh bitch! Just listen!
Distant sounds of all our time ticking away
Eternity of love? Endless for all our days?
There’s no way, you hate it way too much
Tied in a bed, raped 'til you’ve had enough
Told Lindsey to stay quiet! She will listen!
Thrust my cock inside her and was vicious!
I am going to cum every time, always do!
A pussy tastes great, don’t taste like you!
Her cheeks bleed cuz I slap her too much
She should learn to just shut up and suck
This mind holds the key to our existence
I can not unlock it, path of least resistance
All day making this life for everyone else
When will I ever get any time for myself?
Walking through all the garbage and food
Crude venue for parties, the whores nude
How rude to assume that I am all insane
This is the world I was raised in! A game!
Why change surroundings, I am content!
Wasted on mannequins, the money spent
Loving forever is the concept I fear daily
Fear I’ll never grasp this! This plagues me
Only if I could some how reverse the life
If I could hold onto the woman I play-fight
Well not reverse, but possibly preserve!
Sealed love inside a tomb of fleshy words
So when I’d bash her, she’d feel no pain
Christen her, slash her without the strain
No one to complain! My campaign clear
Stitch mouths shut, now nothing to hear!
The best of both worlds! Truly entombed!
Leaving little room for jealousy or gloom
Only a love for me and this sickness clear
How to go about it? It is difficult we fear
Our daughter Lindsey has been very sick
I’m sure it’s time for her to cancer to quit
But if the cancer progresses, so its time
It is time I took her life and made it mine
This bedroom has always felt badly cold
Sex means nothing if these lovers are old
This IV bag filled with fluids, inject mine
Now filled with urine direct to your spine
It’s okay young lady, I’ll rock you to sleep
Undress you slowly while we both weep
I’ll fondle your breasts, breasts I created
I love my sperm! I’m so happy we mated!
But you’re sedated, so quiet, now hate it
Scream out my name bitch! Fuckin’ say it!
Car’s in a different parking lot, I believe
The doctors here won’t notice me leave
Checked out dead girl to a funeral home
Dead Girl is so sad, Dead girl is now alone
Don’t worry my precious, it’s all over now
Life of a mannequin, this goddamn cow
My son tugs at my leg, he needs a diaper
Where the fuck is mom? I’mma fight her
This shit ain’t right here! Need 'me’ time!
Run along son, your life’s gonna be fine
Scissors are used to extract brain tissue
One down, 2 to go, It’s government issue
This needle up in you, piercing your skin
Embalming fluid injected directly within
I have discovered the reason I am lonely
Old and broken, no one here to hold me!
The love you never gave me while alive
I will now go preserve it right here inside
For the next five minutes you’ll be alive!
You have time to decide if you wanna die
Then shortly after that five minutes is up
I will make a choice for you, sealing love
No rest for the wicked, I’ll watch you boil
Your life slips away into this Synergy Coil
Your mother won’t miss you, she is next!
I might just slit her throat right after sex
But I really do not wanna harm her skin
How our love began is how it all shall end
True love focuses on the prospect of life
Living for another, we’re dying to survive
Look at this shit-hole of a house I live in!
All the time I wanna die and just give in!
This is no life! But it is what I’ve created
We have grown apart cuz I grew to hate it
Tonight it all ends and true love begins!
My son will carry on from his crib he is in!
I’m so sorry, daddy’s never coming back!
Once the plan is in action, I must attack!
Lindsey is dead, I must remove her heart
I’ll put it in a jar, so growing love can start
Lay her body on a bed, the bed we made
The bed we had sex in, where we played!
Creating a silk temple for your head to lay
No need to fear the God, No need to pray
What’s that I hear? Your mother’s arrived?
It’s nice to see you, sorry you can’t survive
If life hands you lemons, make lemonade
But if life hands you girls, get yourself laid!
I’ve been tossed around in relationships
I’ve done it all here with this relation-shit!
A fetish with urine causing a world of hurt
Bizarre or obscene, I do as you all deserve!
I’m watching porno’s instead of you slut!
You’re a lame cunt, gross ass floppy butt
Row, row, row, your lame god damn boat!
I’ve lost faith in humanity, given up hope!
Drop the soap and drink the Lysol! I will!
My dick inside you is making you cum still!
This is the final time eyes will meet mine
Your eyes, closed forever with this night
It’s alright, do not fight it my precious girl
I am gonna extinguish your entire world
Shut you up for good, savoring your love
I will romance you all night, sex and blood
Man was made from mud! Original beast!
Women were made from a piece of me!
A rib from the man! Women missed out!
Too late for y’all to be really pissed now!
My fingers are inside your moist vagina!
My nails rip and claw! You are mine now!
I’ll plunge the knife deep into your neck
lacking the will to live, lost all my respect
You wanna fight back? Go ahead, fight!
Show me your a fighter! Try and survive!
Your blood is so sexy, lick it off your chin
I bask in your fluids, our ritual can begin
Blood coats your teeth, watch you bleed
everything you did want, now you’ll need
Injected in the arterial system of the dead
Sick decomposition, embalming instead
The night’s been made real with emotion
Side by side on the bed covered in lotion
Soaked in the excretions, come full circle
you release your bladder, bruises purple
You’re in my world, you’ll enjoy your stay
I’ll make sure you sign on for many days
Lay hands on you, dressing you proper
Must hold her now, don’t wanna drop her
Wedding dress for this evening, my love?
We dance all night with the stars above
Our daughter is here so don’t ignore her
Red hair matches the coffins I ordered
They should arrive tomorrow around six
For now, hold me, seal it with this kiss!
Dance and party, doing what we missed!
United love, my valentine forever in bliss
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Adam Koss/ February 11, 2014
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