I only know
You ask me
‘what do you want’
I do not know
I only know
the sudden tornado inside me
destroying everything in its way
including myself with no clue
how to connect
I only know I
then am a warrior
deep inside the dark forest
with no compass nor feeling
only my Christ’s presence
I only know I
am flexible yet not robust
imploding into myself reaching
out for the understanding
I do not have for myself
I only know I
do love humans, animals,
mountains, flowers, ocean and wind
deeply know that many dead people
are dwelling inside me
I only know I
am more then survivor
living, climbing, falling, getting up
taking my joyful moments of time
Chronos offers freely
I only know
that all is well with my soul
He calls me 'You are my own’
walks with me, talks with me
and the tornado will pass
~Dagmar– using the tool 'C-PTSD’ for my growth, understanding, development, using it as a blessing
with all the Love and Forces of my heart