Why does one choose to be the person he has become?
Why do I stick my ground, follow my principles?
What anchors my views?
Open mind to all opinions,
Open soul to many beliefs,
A polytheist if you must,
Or maybe a pantheist,
Possibly atheist.
My counselor says I am narcissistic agnostic,
A little rough I thought,
I’m not judging him.
Confused on purposes, yes.
I try to forget things,
So I don’t remember I’m trying to live forever,
I sometimes think of what “the end” will be like,
And it feels like I’ve been there,
And I keep getting sent back here,
As if I keep getting “re-do’s”.