Keep asking questions.

A free writer you say, should that make me feel good? is it proof I know what I’m doing, proof my work not bad,  if not a touch misunderstood? surely it does not matter, neither here nor there, as long as it touches someone in a way that can their worry’s are now a small matter ...I am here only four days in and my mind is doing somersaults, 38 years its been. A weight has been lifted from that tiny little frame, see, there was no conspiracy, no intention to blame. If you look you will always find an answer that you can apply, sadly it just means you looked until no one could deny. Its what science does its deals in cold hard facts,  but how right... is the answer?  we need the abstract! surely just as important if not a little more so... its a wider expanse with so much to show, we have these wonderful theory’s and ideology’s to intricately deduce, harder answers to find, we must keep searching until we produce. If science and form can do it,  surely abstract can to! They are only ideas held in my mind, a perfect example of the abstract, the pen the form which enables the writing so I can have impact .I believe these ideas must be explored,  to keep on seeking until our minds are floored!  let science carry on looking for answers they can record. I am seeking to understand how this writing has come about, manifested itself until It’s  been expelled out. Maybe you can relate maybe its of no interest, maybe for most something that needs a certain mindset. All that’s OK for me, I am content either way, as long as I can keep putting my  inner thinkings on public display. If this is “free” writing it implies to me..no rules, no structure, just flow let  the words just be. If I asked myself what’s the point of this piece of writing, I guess I’d think it was to deduce, reconstruct and find something enlightening! If you have the answer and can see in this verse, that I have used a play on words put things upside down, back to front, in reverse! from the things I have learned, studied and observed one conclusion is for sure ..At least one person that’s reads this will feel ever so slightly unnerved.

Daniella Bull