I meet the consultant shrink and its goes as follows, he greets me with the ultimate etiquette mess up “ Hi, Dr Black, very nice to me you”  I shake his hand but think oh dear oh dear, you want me to sit back, take on board and hear!
He asks me questions, just the basic stuff, was your childhood normal, traumatic, any of that kind of stuff" “yeah Dr black its was hugely messed up!”

“do you feel you want some therapy to help you with that” “ I did five years, its was not beneficial, I don’t need to discuss, had it with chat”

He then after ten minutes decides to diagnose, “wow Dr you know me, a danger  to Joe public....its that what I pose?”
“Oh no no,  I don’t think so, but emotional stability you have to show, so for now we will keep you here, this relaxing, happy and positive place”
" Right OK Dr I insist I must  ask, this is a psych unit, not a place to unwind relax or laugh...
has logic, the ability to reason left your brain....you keep me in here, I wont leave the same?!
well I have no choice but to conclude that because, my past was traumatic and a little  bit tough, but.... that really does not warrant a diagnosis of mentally messed up!
a diagnosis you made with quite some haste, my opinion... no offence ment Dr .... its a lazy, a disgrace ....that money your parents gave you for university qualifications, better spent paying the devil as with this there are ramifications!
You get to, after years of training,  get to choose a life path with not an iota of explaining,  In 20 years I have been told I have over 7 mental illnesses,
would one of you highly trained professionals decide which one this month it is going to be??  because whilst your working, and enjoying your free life your drugging me up so you get no hassle, no severe nor heavy strife.
I have seen you come and sit on your chair, you only come out to inject some, get everyone scared. A Sunday comes and you take “vulnerable patients” to a mass at your church?? ....are you for real?? were are your morals and professionally concern for patients mental health?"

Does this give you a taste of how its run by stuff?? abusing the position, vulnerable patients at risk, these are cold, unbalanced nurses, degrading and mentally sick!
Oh how I’d love to be Dr Blacks consultant Psychiatrist, Pull him apart in haste, because I’m going to end him, take all I can with really speedy haste, because when he questioned me, pulled me apart, he had no concern for my soul.... nor my heart
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