The white towel
If I died today
Then it wouldn’t make a difference.
Because I’m barely alive–
This Ain’t Livin.
I take a look around and wonder, “what is this?”
When I plan my life,
I had a different vision.
And I know my life is based on past decisions
but if I was wrong or right –it doesn’t make a difference
The hands of time just keep on spinning,
And I keep on drowning as I’m living in it.
Were chained to the pain of the past were given.
Cuz Our Fate is sealed once our in side dies,
when you lose the ones you love,
your whole world becomes a lie .
You stop to try
because you’re sick of the torment and wondering “why?”
Because it really wouldn’t matter if I died today
Nobody ever loved me so I threw Myself Away
And iv looked for motivation to live a happy life
Iv focus on the good things, Iv really really tried.
But the pain just comes back stronger
Iv lost my soul, my life.
I’m throwing in the towel
Iv given up the fight.
