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The Outcome

Under a lot of stress got some things I need to get up off my chest but won’t nobody listen so I guess I just digress until I can come up with a solution to address this mess.

I caused it all so there ain’t no one else to blame I chose to be alone because I couldn’t take the pain but now that she gone man my life just ain’t the same so what am I to do I just keep raking my brain why is it so hard for people to make a change?

I’m a prime example of what it means to fail but when I had her I always managed to prevail over all situations no matter what it was I’m facing she just told me to keep chasing all my hopes and my dreams but now it’s all faded

I’ve tried and I try but I can’t swallow my pride and it’s hard for me to keep holding all this ugh! Up inside so I cry not outside but only in my mind because the memories of us make the frustrations subside

Happy ending? Well I hope I got a lot of things pending like all time I’ve been wasting when I shoulda been spending it with her and our Daughter watching her play with all the things I bought her but it’s irrelevant if she grows up with nothing that I’ve taught her

They’re my heart they’re my love and I put no one above EXCEPT FOR GOD ALMIGHTY because he gives us strength to carry on even through all of the fighting. I guessI’m dumb I’m a sucker cuz I really really Love her and I know she’ll make a good wife because she’s outstanding as a mother

But instead I just push yea I push her love away because I can’t find words to say how I feel deep inside but I guess I will oneday when she’s in white and I’m in white and we standing face to face………..

(2013)

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