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Charlie Mike

In remembrance of my dear friend Michael Bateman
Gone but never forgotten.

I really don’t wanna speak too extensively on this, it's still a touchy topic.
Plus, I’m still kinda in denial and not ready to accept this.

I started to post a status in your honor a couple times now, but deleted them because they were gettin’ too long and couldn’t make it through without gettin’ teared up.
But I just think its crazy, my man.
We were just on the phone choppin’ it up,
Plottin’ and stuff
literally 2 days before.
You were gonna hit me up that weekend —I should of hit you up instead, smh.
When I called you I could tell you had a lot goin’ on. I asked you what was on your mind and you did a lil’ chuckle and said “You’re not busy, are you brother?”
i can even still hear your voice when I think about it bro, its crazy
We talked about so much real life shit. We spoke about the things you said you couldn’t even talk about with people closest to you, because they weren’t or wouldn’t be on the same wave link as you, and they would think you were crazy, which made the fact that you came to me a true compliment. I don’t really wish to disclose all the things talked about, but few things you kept goin’ on about, was your family, friends, and in particular, your girl Carrie. I hope they all know how much love you have for them, or I hope you had the chance to tell them.
if not, this is me lettin’ them know for you brother

I remember you said you knew I was more turned on to the world, and more intellectual than most
which i don’t believe to be entirely true
then I told you that it takes one to know one—and that could be the truest statement I’ve ever made. So young, yet, your age said nothing about the wisdom you possessed. Such a brilliant, not 'kid’, but man. I could always tell, as I’m sure most of the people you came in contact with could tell as well, that you were special; extremely caring, highly intelligent, and your +vibes and sense of humor made you more than a joy to be around at any given time.

But anyways, this is me “not” speakin’ too extensively on this.
Its just too crazy.

Even though they’ll say it was just your time, I think you left us entirely too soon. Here I am, completely distraught, not knowin’ if I can (should) be happy with my progess, not knowin’ if I have the strength to continue, and losin’ sight of reasons to even try, y’know. Smh, this lyfe thing ain’t no joke. But we’ll get it. Once we get past mourning, we’ll be able to celebrate your life, and really be grateful of the fact we have the memories to claim. You lowkey had a plan, and we plan to 'Charlie Mike’ for you to the best of our ability.

All this is to say, I love you brother, and I’m gonna miss you. Your spirit rejoins the universe, but your life lives on through your people.


(2015)

#MikeyBatemanTheory #NFNT

#Death #FamilyLife #Love

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